Yet
on Friday evening I will be positive. I will accept offers. I will start scenes
with my body language and dialogue open and affirmative. I am performing in
Kevin Tomlinson’s Charity Olympic Improv Show – do come along!
At
the heart of this sort of Improv is honest storytelling, spontaneity, being in
the moment. As an MSer I try to live in the here and now. I try to accept
things as they are. At the moment it just feels a little like I’m on a
tightrope and might fall off at any moment. I felt like that even before I read
Funky Mango’s Musings today: http://funkymangosmusings.blogspot.co.uk/2012/07/tightrope-spoonie.html
Tomorrow I will go to the hospital for a
regular clinic appointment. I will be asked about how my MS is, about my
symptoms, about how I am. I will have to confess to doing too much, to not
sleeping well, to being in the position again where I don’t feel hungry so I often
forget to eat. In many ways, I’m doing well but in very many others I’m not. I’m
on the edge. I’m wobbly. My balance, or lack of it, is a nightmare. Please
don’t push me.
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